Your Beautifully Tormented Mind 

Have you ever told yourself that you were meant for something big ,something different…

Have you ever for a second believed it in your heart and soul , that you are to be someone like the rest ?

Does it seem to you at any point that you are leading a life thats not yours , 

And you will have to unbecome a lot of what you are , to be what you ought to be ?

Does for an instance your own thoughts , give you chills , scares and worries of what might dawn upon you ?

Do you feel stuck in current life situation you can’t seem to get out of , and you question your thoughts of being different , being meant for something huge  ?

Are you often worried if anyone could ever possibly even begin to understand your messed mind , to even dream of wishing they would stay ?

Are you constantly torn between reality and the fiction world you live in , and can’t possibly get out of this loop ? What do you do then ?

With infinite questions , boundless thoughts , caught in your own beautifully tormented mind …


To a world where I belong

For the silent moments that kill me inside ,

For the silent sobs that rot me outside,

I am becoming what i never wanted to be,

I am going where i never wanted to be ,

I belong not to this world, but a world so free,

Where I could run, I could fly,no agitations ,

Take me away on a white horse,

To a different world of dimensions,

Where my soul roams free , mind follows my heart ,

Where sorrow does’nt leave , ripping my veins apart ,

To a land where i belong,

To a place my heart longs ,

Away from agony , away from hearts so shallow ,

Away from well dressed bodies so hollow,

Where there is no rich ,no poor, no black, no white ,

Oh dear lord , just lead me into light .